in agony
this week has been so crazy!!!! problems keep appearing one after another. i'm not much of a multi task person so i get pretty upset n frustrated easily. and when i finally got one of my major probs fixed, another huge bombshell just dropped on me, BOOM! just like that. my jaw dropped instantly .i was so in disbelief. it's so complicated and it involves money. no such thing as
" money is not a problem". BS. it can ruin anything & everything. even friendship.
i really don't know wat to do now. i mean. wat on earth am i suppose to do? like, just give in? no!? but i might hurt her feelings and might create a conflict, which i'm trying to avoid. crap. prolly she's just not in her state of mind right now? prolly i'm right. but what if i'm wrong.. haih.. :( y must this happen to me? life sux. so contradicting with my motto, Carpe Diem, which means seize the day, living life to the fullest! The unforgettable phrase used in the Robin William starred movie, the Dead Poet Society. Luv that show to bits!
yet here i am, sulking and complaining bout my life!!!! guess i should contemplate to change my motto ... ugh!!! :( i'm so depressed rite now. i'm going to sleep. wish i can sleep my worries away . so unrealistic. dang! +_+
before i zzz, i wanna thank my significant other for getting my sunnies. luv it. :)
i'll treasure it for sure, like the way i treasure our relationship. we can make this work. i believe we can. really, i do. 'et's put our past behind us and start fresh again. :)
thanx for being my confidante, my friend, my everything.
something unrelated,
saw this in a pet shop in Pahlawan mall.
SOOO CUUUUUTEE!!
" money is not a problem". BS. it can ruin anything & everything. even friendship.
i really don't know wat to do now. i mean. wat on earth am i suppose to do? like, just give in? no!? but i might hurt her feelings and might create a conflict, which i'm trying to avoid. crap. prolly she's just not in her state of mind right now? prolly i'm right. but what if i'm wrong.. haih.. :( y must this happen to me? life sux. so contradicting with my motto, Carpe Diem, which means seize the day, living life to the fullest! The unforgettable phrase used in the Robin William starred movie, the Dead Poet Society. Luv that show to bits!
yet here i am, sulking and complaining bout my life!!!! guess i should contemplate to change my motto ... ugh!!! :( i'm so depressed rite now. i'm going to sleep. wish i can sleep my worries away . so unrealistic. dang! +_+
before i zzz, i wanna thank my significant other for getting my sunnies. luv it. :)
i'll treasure it for sure, like the way i treasure our relationship. we can make this work. i believe we can. really, i do. 'et's put our past behind us and start fresh again. :)
thanx for being my confidante, my friend, my everything.
something unrelated,
saw this in a pet shop in Pahlawan mall.
SOOO CUUUUUTEE!!
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