I'm in Brisbane!!! woo Hooo~

hey ya my dear loyal readers!!! yap~ i'm still kicking n alive!!!for sure!!!!.. did u think that i have crashed n burned? nah!!! i'm strong gurl , u know? btw, sorry tat i have not update my blog lately as i'm pretty busy with the accommodation n i need to adapt to the surroundings here. the weather here pretty much the same in msia.. probably becos it's still summer...msia's weather is sultry but here in brisbane, although its warm and sunny, the strong wind makes it cooling .. therefore,u hardly sweat eventhough u've been walking throughout the whole day... almost everyone here wear sunglasses instead of holding umbrellas.. basically, they love the sun, yet the glaring sunlight makes it hard for them see.. luckily i brought one along... i dun wan to ruin my vision.. cos it's already quite bad..:P

brisbane is a great place ! thumbs up~ a place tat u can lay back n relax.... u can c ppl chilling n having a great time most of the time.... they r not as pressured compared to the Singaporeans or the Americans(seriously)(no offence )they have very short working hours and most places are not open during the weekends..even those smalls shops in those shopping complexes are closed...weird...friday ..n only friday nite.. is when most of the clubbing areas , pubs n etc are full...live performance everywhere..pretty gurls n delicious hunks everywhere on the streets..beers n alcohol are highly consumed each friday nite... well, everyone is just having fun that nite~

..anywayz, ppl here really take care of their health, both young n old.. there are pathways made especially for ppl to walk, jog, n cycle....every single day without fail, there is surely ppl who jogs and cycle here.. me? nah.. not that i'm not a fitness freak anymore, its just that i walk bout 2hours a day(for now) .. n that i assume can be merely equivalent to running bout 40 minutes? n that means .. its a form of exercise.. n i hope that this will soon contribute to some weight loss?... HAHA bluek~ fat chance huh..n since my darl always feed me ..how can i be any thinner? but i'm happy that he's with me here... without his presence, how could i live another day ? love u always..

i'll upload some pics soon.... :P cheers~

* i know i sound gloomy.. yes... its definitely true.. its my 1st day of my menses.. sumtimes.. i do hate being a woman.. T_T

memories chapter 2~

i might as well chip this in... got back my snoopy autograph early this year...i have not seen it for nearly half a year.. gosh!!friends passing it around n i tot i will never get it back already... sob~btw, it was my form 5 autograph.. so there are no cute poems such as .. king wants gold ship, queen wants silver ship, but i want friendship!!!!.. something like tat . forgotten most of those poems edi.. haha..i used to have another autograph, when i was younger.. but i seem to have lost it.. T_T.. yeap.. those kiddy writings with colour pencils n cute drawings..aih..but oh well, at least i still have my snoopy book.. n i'm gonna share it with u~

anywayz, since i only started this autography thingy during the mid of form 5.. everyone was kinda busy preparing for SPM... but i really want to thank to those ppl who take their precious time to write on my book... n to those who decorate it so beautifully.. ..really.. so creative~thanx thanx~

ta daa~~~~ my snoppy book~~~~~~~

tried to be creative..... but instead, it looked kinda messy ya?

n here are some of my friends tat wrote on my snoopy book~ marvelous~!!!simply marvelous!!!

presenting... RENA TAY~~~~~~~~ ta daa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~thanx for ur quality time eh?


june tyl's~~~~~~~~~ speechless~~~

jolene ng's... simple... but luv it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
geraldine wee's... 3 pages full of writings.. haha.. we've known each other for sooOOoOoO long~~ my classmate, my friend, my confidante~!!!~ :P
adeline quek's ... she forgotten to insert a pic of hers though... -_-'' n...SHE STEPPED ON MY SNOOPY BOOK... look at the size of that foot!!!!size 5 i guess.. hehe~~i find her page the most attractive... :P thumbs up!!!


muakz~~ thank ya all~ muakz muakz~~~

***n... NOT FORGETTING... wanna thank my beluved baby calvin for snapping all the photos de~~ muakz... u're the greatest!!!***

memories~~!!!~

since i'll be leaving for brisbane real soon, i sorta clean up my room ..n discovered a drawer filled with photo albums~i can' resist myself from lookin at each and every one of them.. cos they bring back all those bitter sweet memories..especially pictures of me.... i looked so kawaii when i was in my kindergarten years.. n looked extremely obnoxious n obese during my first few years in high school... it was wicked i tell u... i was so ashame of myself during that period ... :(.. k k.. u wouldn't believe how fat i was... until u c it.. yea so.. here goes~

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but before i terrify my readers with my hideous pic, i'll show u my cute pictures 1st.. haha... :P

that's me with my 1st van~~~ mr 27... :P i was quite surprised when i realized that See How has a car plate mr 31.. :P

me...playing my doggie~~~ cute HOR!!!!!!!! doggie's name is wang wang.. cos dad luv money~~... so call it wang wang.. -_-''' wang wang is my 3rd dog btw~ hehe... n guess wat? wang wang is still alive.. hehe but gave it to an uncle.. cos he thinks wang wang is very adorable.. -_-''
that's me n my 1st bro... dun ask..-_-'' i have no idea wat was i doing..
that's my mom n dad~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hugs hugs~~


that my brothers n sister~~~!!~ hehe... yeap~ i'm from the pei dao kindergarten~ :P same as geowayne know? hehe..

kk u can c i'm a lil chubby here in this pic~... it's my bday party in mc donald's.... i'm in standard 3 i guess.. not so sure.. hek~

**um, let's jump some stages k?**



form 5 dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! our last pose!!!!!!!!!!!! :P


love potion anyone? i'm the 2nd from the right.. around form 4-5, i got thinner :P i'll show u the fat ones later..anxious ka?


doin some chemistry experiment... so fake rite?.. we were actually posing ...-_-'' hehe~

k k.. i'll show u my ......*that* picture... ONLY ONE K!!!!!!!!!!!..-_-''
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kaboom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun puke k.... tat's me~!!!~ ..

n if u have forgotten how i look like rite now.. here's a pic to compare... :P

haha.... look like a marie france bodyline's advertisement rite... -_-'' my secret? exercise lu~~!! i still eat a lot though... i always have a yoyo body weight...sometimes i look chubby n sometimes kinda thin ,which is not healthy.. but i can't help it.. :P scary huh...


**thanx baby darling for scanning all of these pics for me.. muakz **

13 more days... wa... so fast wei..

less than 2 weeks.. gasp.. i'm really flying edi... away from here.. for several months before i can c those familiar faces n not to forget.. those tasty mamak food...oh chien..satay...dim sum n etc.. its not like i can't get them in brisbane.. but i bet its not that nice la. compared to here.. -_-'' n its obviously more pricey.. not gonna waste aud2 for a piece of roti canai.. crazy la~ aih.. wat i'm gonna do is... eat all my fave food before i fly to aus~ yeap.. gonna gain a few pounds.. argh.. dun really bother bout fatness anymore haha-_-'' yaya.... so that i won regret once i'm in aus..but i guess i will shed those pounds quickly as i'll be walking to my uni everyday.. n maybe it takes like half an hour to reach there.. phew~~~ btw, in aus, i will have to cook most of the time.. or maybe my baby darling will cook for me la.. haha..i'm a lousy cook.. to be frank.. all i can cook is omellete .. maggi mee, spagetti, u know, those simple stuffs ~ gonna die of malnutrition there.. thank god my darling is there to save me.. haha~~nah.. babe, u teach me how to cook la.. i'm a fast learner wei.. i think..*** n i'm studying nutrition there.. awkward ya?****

putting all that aside, actually i'm gonna miss my sister the most..dunno la.. she has sacrificed so much for me.. i'm so touched.. i really hope she can visit me in brisbane ..thanx jie~ will study hard n smart de.. won let u down de o? will make u very proud instead~ :P hek~

um.. to my dear readers, will update my blog more often once i'm in aus.. k k.. promise de ~~~ hehe~ k la... take care y'all~~~ muakz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

miss me???

ish~when was the last time i updated my blog? i know i know... SORRY PPL!~~!!~ kinda sux as i have no internet access at home.. yea.. meaning no msn, no friendster, no anime, no downloading songs, n no blogging!!!!! my life is kinda mundane lately without the internet.. so.. when i heard bout the earthquake that disrupted the internet connection, i was quite relieved~ HAHA...-_-''... cos the internet connection will b slow.. n i still can't surf the net n etc even if i have the internet ..:P bluek~.. so.. wat i've been doin lately? ..nothing much actually.. playing PS2 most of the time... i love playing rpg game..time flies when i play those games~they r pretty exciting ...n frustrating at times.. now, i'm kinda stuck in a puzzle !! argh!!!............................ :( boring life huh?

besides gaming, i hang out a lot~ especially with my bf n sis~.. my bf n i just went to the zoo the other day~.. nono.. safari i mean..it was just a 20 minutes ride around the zoo.. kinda disappointed though.. i tot the ride would be longer ... sob~also,~ i did not see any bears, hippos, koalas n other cute animals!!!:( !!i have not been to the zoo for approximately 6 years..!!wa.... therefore, when i saw the giraffes n buffaloes.. i did not know that they were so huge!!!!! i was so excited..*(no.. i am not chibimaru*)!! i luv animals!! hee.. i think i should be a zoologist or veterian~waa.. waa..anyway,did u know,in brisbane, there's a zoo owned by steve irwin~! yea yea~!! :P

i do hang out with my friends~ so far, i have met up with my inti friends, alicia, geraldine, eu gene, alan,geo, ivy, hui , jolene, julyn, peh yin, n etc~ it was a abrupt meeting though~ did not have the chance to talk bout wat's going in their lives n etc~there are also those i am still eager to meet up with!!!!! ...-_-"" especially .. SHARON!!! kk.. will give u a call soon !!! i really missed u! sob~han yang!!! u too~!! u promised!!! feb k!..set~!

back in melaka~~~

back in malacca for a week already... having some mix feelings actually... when i'm back in my hometown,i miss subang.. but when i'm in subang, i miss malacca.. somehow i understand my darling's feelings bout the same mix feelings towards malacca n brisbane~ btw, ever since i'm back in melaka, i've been spending most of the time at home, went out with my darling n several of my frens~omigosh~ i have not seen them for ages!!!! *a year to be precise* n they have not really change much~ but as we have not seen each other for such a long time, i feel that there's this wall between us.. making me feel kinda awkward talkng to them...n starting a topic is such a hard thing to do... there are so many things that i wanna tell them.. but i'm unsure if i could trust them.. . well, u know, my life is mostly very P&C~ hehe.. it was still the 1st outing with them after a year k? for this 3 months in malaysia, i wanna hang out more often with my friends.. wanna bring back that gila moments i had back then.. :P..OUR BOND STAYS! hehe..

yea.. just 3 more months before i left for brisbane... so gotta meet up with all my fwens bfore it's too late!! yea !! so give me a call k? don't know my number? 017 3791704 ..yea.. will try to meet u ppl yea? i can be very lazy at times.. :P


btw, i' m in mp's starbux typing this~ hehe..while drinking their frappucino latte..yawn* getting tired already~... think i'm going back in a while more..sleepy~

late post~

yeap.. with his existence here in subang, i am as busy as a bee.. talking, laughing, playing feng shui stuffs*i think he will blog bout this later*, & joking around with him..actually,i do not have much time for him as i work from 10-6, but he insist to come up subang to find me for 3 days~awh.. so sweet~huggies~

on the 1st day, which falls on the 24th, i finally decided to go for the graduation ceremony, held in Inti..the only fresh graduate that i know there is Amos, the others were mostly my darling's friends..i finally tagged along cos i wanna teman my darling & moreover, i missed inti a lot!!forget my sarcasms towards inti during the past.. i really missed inti. aih~ hehe .. the nite bfore the convo, me n baby can't sleep~ n he kept telling me this..

darling: bi, i can't sleep
me: can sleep wan
darling: i can't sleep, i can't sleep , ..
me: if u keep saying u can't sleep, sure cannot sleep la..
darling: ok, i can sleep, i can sleep , i can sleep,.. (i lost count)
me: *irritated.. but looking at his face, i can't stop smiling.....he so cute la*

in the end, we only slept less than 3 hours lo.. i think.. i woke up at approximately 6am the next morning.. bueh tahan~.. i looked terrible.. u can c from the pics later.. darn!baby? he still sleeping like a pig even after i finished bathing lo.. zzZZzzz.. he so funny la..

me: bi wake up!!!!!!!
darling: zzzzzzzzzzz
me: i on the lights ah?!
darling: shook his head to the left n right...*with his eyes closed*..so cute la...
me: -_-"...then u wake up la!!
darling: zzzzzzz
me: *on the lights* :P
darling: took the pillow n put on top of his face..
me: *lazy wan layan d, go get ready instead*

in the end, he woke up de, looking so blur as usual, but he got prepared faster than me!! haha... cos know la.. i look so terrible d.. need to put extra makeup or etc.. but since time did not permit me to do so, i still looked horrible de.. :( but bb say i looked beautiful~ :P hehe~

lazy to blog d... u can read my darling's blog about the convo..~~!!!

after the convo, i still need to rush back to subang to work~ was lucky to reach there on time lu~ hehe.~ nothing much happened after that day~ :) but i had fun when baby's around~ :)..n not to mention, i ate like a horse!! we had mamak~hartz buffet, mc D, & etcetc...hehe btw, will blog more often now.. yeap.. u guessed it!! he's back in melaka d lu..:( sob*

~some camwhoring pics~i look damn pale laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa







cannot tahan la.. so funny wei~~~~

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baby's back~!!!!!~

INSTEAD of november 20th, my baby darling was already back a few days ago,on the 14th.. omigoodness!!! i really have no idea!! i mean i do feel that he's doing something that makes me a lil curious lately.. but i did not expect THIS!!! curiousity arises especially on the 14th, i can't contact him at all, i can't call him.. n he did not go online*u know lor, my bf is almost 24/7 online de, if no online, means he went to class/going out a LONG time/sleep*sometimes he's online the whole day n nite..*n the results? the lappy suffered from sleep deprivation n needs to reformat for many many times~ hehe~

okok!!! enough bout his lappy...*anywayz, he says my lappy is cool, HAHA*erm back to bout my darling.. on the 14th, i was so worried, and called his house phone .. n his sister picked it up..

sh's sis:hello?
me: hello, is this shi han's sister?
sh's sis: yea..
me: i'm jaecy yea?
sh's sis: yea?
me:i can't contact ur brother the whole day, have u talked to him today?
sh's sis: hm?no.. i did not online today..
me: oh..
sh's sis: yea..
me: then nvm la..
sh's sis: ok...
me: bye..
sh's sis: bye..

-_-'' his sis was not worried at all.. i guess.. they are just too cool!!!.. they dun give much expression de.. haha~ yes.. even my darling's the same...*if u're not close with them de.*

.. i was still very bothered with my non-existent calvinsanity in my msn..hence, i called mokmok, shi han's sworn brother.. HAHA.

mok: heilo?
me: eh mok ah?
mok: ya
me: eh eh, u know where is ah ham ma?
mok: he not online meh?
me: no leh!!
mok: oh .. maybe he busy shopping leh? ***wan bluff also, bluff properly la.. tat time d already so late at nite d..where got ppl shop so late wan.***
me: u got talk to him yesterday ma?
mok: got ah.. he say he sleepy, he went to sleep lo
me: ha?then nothing else ah?
mok: nola, nvm la.. i will find him for u..
me: thanx ah!!

bloody hell, the next thing i know.. my baby is already online... -__-'' so he told me that his lappy something wrong, cannot online.. n also the hp sot sot jor.. i believe him lo..*me so dumb dumb oh?*

everything was pretty bout the same after tat day.. although he dun online as much as he used to.. other than that,there was nothing suspicious to me.. hm....dumb dumb.

the next day,which is on the 16th.. i go to work as usual,room was in a horrific state(cos i woke up late, everything was so messed up*, n tot well, anohter 4 days to go to meet baby lu!!!..happy happy~ har har...****

at bout 4.10 pm, my bb msged me,"baby, i wait for u to finish work, love u"..i was like ..huh? ok.. cos i finished my work at 5 pm, i tot he will wait for me to ONLINE at 5 something...hmm.. i felt something was weird, mainly becos he told me tat his hp cannot use de.. but i put tat thought away somehow.. i did not reply him though.. becos there are CCTV everywhere in my work place..damn frustrating..

5pm! finish work d lo~!!! okok ~ fast fast tapao then go online chat with bb lu... tat's wat i tot.. untill..someone called me..

BIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not really tat loud la.. i told u that he was cool n all.. he actually called me like this ........bi .... bi...


thanx to my sensitive ears, i turned around n i saw him.. there... sitting on the side of the stage..ok... i was really FREAKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!! OK!!! I REALLY WAS... i was like... nono.. tat's can't be u!! i wan cry d wei.. i ran back into my work place.. n went straight to the fitting room.. tot i can scream my lungs out wei!! i was so speechless lo! sob~...after like 5 seconds, i know that this was, indeed, reality.. n went out from the fitting room.. n found him there.. looking blurry.. n gave me a warm hug.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. n i couldn't hold my tears anymore.. n i cried.. n of all things .. i said.. U C.. u make me ugly d.. *cos i cry ma*... omigosh.. typing this makes me feel like crying again.. sob*...n i'm listening to jay chou's romantic song summore.. aish.... anywayz, i was like y y? YYYYY u lied to me.. sob*.. i dunno wat we were talking bout during that few seconds .. cos my mind was in total blank.. can die man!!!

we were walking walking walking.. walking without knowing where we were heading.. till he asked, u hungry rite? i was like.. oh damn! .. i was.. but my appetite was killed by his presence*eh hem, as u know, i dun feel hungry when i am happy..*hehe!!! absurdly, we walked back to WOS, n intro my bf to my colleagues.. hehe.. ..n went off to makan lu... .. oh..btw.. he's staying over for one nite oni de.. potong steam oni!!!sad case

but.. that 2 days..were my best days ever... very memorable.. although its been 5 months plus.. nothing much has changed in him.. he is still my beloved baby *oh dun get me wrong, i mean changes as in the ascent n lifestyle he has adapted in aus de*..in fact, we talked even more, our bond was stronger, n we pratically joked around the whole day... hek~...so much to catch up on!!! he is such a cutie.. I LOVE U!!! I MISSED U!!!!!!

actual fact 1: bb's sister was actually a lil worried, n told her parents bout it.. they were also trying to contact my darling

actual fact 2: when i was tryin to call my bb on the 14th, he was actually on the plane

actual fact 3: when i called mok, he was actually in klia to get my darling..-_-''(wa lao..he was lying.. i knew it ..shopping my foot...hehe)

actual fact 4:when he did at last online, he has just only touched down msia n was actually waiting for mok n gang to get him...

If it makes u happy...*an old post of mine*

am very bored recently, n downloaded some 90's songs using limewire, such as zombie and animal instinct by the cranberries, alanis morisette's ironic and uninvited, and also sheryl crow's ... i have been listening to those songs incessantly in my windows media player.. especially sheryl crow's *if it makes u happy*.. this song was very popular ages ago..and till now, i think the song was absolutely nice to sing a long with.. mainly the chorus part... it somehow makes me think bout the lyrics.. *i only focus on the chorus part*...

here it goes..


[Chorus]
If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad

y? it can mean by many things..for example.. chocolates? if makes u happy.. but at the same , it makes u guilty and miserable as chocolates contains heaps of calories n fats.. -_-'' it only makes u happy for a while..n regret even more later..*its like u're very fat to begin with, and u were very depressed tat ur frens called u fatso.. so u gobble down some fattening chocolates to make urself contented..but in the end, u got even fatter... n it makes u even more dejected..

n it can also be a gf/bf... having him/her makes u happy..but when arguments/ silent treatments occur, u will feel depressed and sometimes u wonder .. y am i having this relationship? but these feelings comes and goes.. it happens when u're lonely and down at the same time..however, when things are ok..those things that u wonder..will just vanish..just for a moment. n will reappear when conflicts happened again..these thoughts will accumulate..n soon, things will turn ugly.. but if couples talks things over,... things will be ok... yea?dun avoid them.. in fact, confront to ur significant other.. n tell him/her wat u want!!! haha... but also, u need to understand her needs .. yea? :)
* this msg is specially for u, my godbro*

p/s: tat's wat i think bout wat's happening to most obese ppl & couples lately..