papa~

happy father's day~~




Although we do not have much in common and we barely speak to each other, merely less than 10 sentences or less, but deep down in my heart, papa, do u know that... i love u so much ~u're the best dad ~ when i was young i have misunderstood wat u were trying to do.. i was soo blind to see that u were actually trying to protect me. I was too naive,then. i'm sorry.

I'm not good in expressing myself, and the only way i could is by blogging.. and i know that u will never find out bout this blog.. cos u might think this is a silly thing.

anywayz, pa, i know i've been a bad daughter lately... because.. i dun think i did very well for my exams, and its my fault, i know.. :( i feel very guilty because u've given me the golden opportunity to study here in australia, and it's like the bested gift a daughter can ask for..u give me everything that i want.... but wat did i do in return? instead of studying my arse off, i keep procrastinate my studies and end up having difficulties in my finals.


i'm sorry again, dad

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i will keep our promise..cross my heart... i will study smart! i will not procrastinate anymore... i will start studying after this...


i love u pa~

and i miss u so much~