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i don't know myself anymore
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today morning, everything was going great ~ interviewed with our key informant for the assignment and did some interesting activity. she asked us to get an item from a bag, and associate the item with breastfeeding. for example, a baby doll holding a bottle. it shows that people are more exposed to bottle feeding than breastfeeding. if we were to ask the primary school children to draw baby drinking milk, they will be more likely to draw a baby drinking milk from a bottle than from a mother's breast.
she also told us some interesting facts too, such as a ten days old baby's stomach is the size of a golf ball. haha. at first, i tot the golf ball resembles the size of breasts, as the size of a woman's breast does not determine the amount of milk. so haha. i kinda burst up laughing la.. well, not really la.. just giggled.
SO ANYWAYZ, after the interview, sarah followed me to mc d, and we were like talking random stuffs bout everything and also bout me working in mc d. saying how happy i am, etc etc.
when sarah left, things started going haywire. the back area was in chaos. thursday( today) seemed like the weekends. there were lack of staffs and so i need to do everything fast fast fast. pronto. i did a good job making the burgers as quickly as i can. but when one of the staffs left, everything went havoc again. there were too many customers, too many things to be done, other than making the burgers. i am still a noob when it comes to doing other things like the grill and cooking the meat. usually other guys will do tat. they will always ask me to concentrate in making the burgers only.
but since it was a busy day, things are a lil complicated and i was asked to do other stuffs that was not taught before. but i tried. i really tried my best. but it wasn't enough. my colleagues weren't pleased. to make things worse, i was accused for doing something that i didn't do. and it really made my blood boil. seriously. when i finished work, i tried to cool down, and tot of discussing with my manager bout giving me more extra hours to work. from the way she replied, i think i am less likely to get any more working hours. wth? i am only working 6 hours this week. * yes, i did say i'm busy, but i need money to pay off my rent each week as well, and 6 hours a week is definitely not enough* maybe i should find another job!!! ARGH!!!! :(
with all the frustrations today, i tried to make myself sane by indulging a chocolate cheese cake from mc cafe. it was suppose to make me feel better. but it didn't seem to do its trick. hours later, i slowly settled down ................. BUT a conversation with my course mate just made me devastated again. it wasn't his intention to do so. he's just being his blur self. he told me that he got perfect results for the quizzes and thought i got perfect too. n no, i didn't. i actually didn't think my results were that bad until he said," i'm sorry to hear that. next time don't do that again, okay?" i was dumbfounded. i was.. haih... i am a kiasu person la, k? i just dun like to lose, dun like to get bad results, i like to compare with ppl's results, n etc. I AM NOT A SINGAPOREAN SUMMORE!!! i know it's bad !! VERY BAD!.. :( i need to change.
i'm very confused now.. ........................................................
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